So its my birthday.
Yeah you needed to know cause it sucks.
Not only am I older than my favorite character but I have been working on my final exam the past 24 hours and I'm still not done. I don't think I will be done in time and the professor already given me an extension. Why? Cause I broke down in front of her. Yeah, fun. She probably is very done with my all my shit. I don't really remember ever having a great birthday actually. Maybe a few which I can count in one hand. But overall, birthdays don't excite me anymore. I never expect much and the sad thing is my expectations are met and sometimes worse. Some people told me its great that my birthday is on this particular date cause its either the end or almost the end of the school year. But that means a lot of final exams overlapping and everyone including me is too busy to give a shit. Kinda makes me guilty to all the people in facebook who wished me a happy birthday cause no, I'm not happy. I feel like crap, I didn't do anything today except try to get my sleep deprived ass up to finish my exam.
I felt like venting to someone but I didn't have the heart to do it to one person cause they already have enough on their hands. So here is a journal for anyone who has the time of their day to just read it and be like oh, well that sucks. Yes, thank you for understanding.
Happy belated birthday to Deidara who will never age cause he is fictional and he already died at age 19.
Goodbye teenage years and get the fck away from me adulthood, I don't wanna.
Ok, I'm done.
20 is such a craptastic number. Its like a Zetsu year cause his age is N/A.
But I guess it will be Itachi year next year (Itachi: 21) for me. Every year that is not related to any other akatsuki member's age is zetsu year. Ehehehehe.